I do not fit in with people. I find that people are intrigued with me at first, many people compliment me based on my looks, but then sooner or later everyone has little or no interest in talking to me. There's this thing I've noticed that whenever I'm with another person and we're talking to someone, that someone NEVER looks at me. They have their eyes on the other person the entire time like I am invisible or something, even when I try to join the conversation. I know I shouldn't be paying attention to that sort of thing, but I can't help but wonder what's wrong with me. I don't think I'm particularly uninteresting. I do have a hard time asserting myself and being a bold and confident person, I am more quiet and shy and I laugh a lot, I'm not sure if this is because I'm nervous or what. I have this feeling that no one likes me, and I think I just assume that people aren't going to like me, no matter how hard I try to stop thinking this way. I want to stop caring so much about what people think but I just feel like I'm such an outsider and I over-analyze how I want to appear to other people. I feel like I'm missing out on a huge part of my life because of my inability to connect with others and make friends. I usually never fit into any groups, but now and then there are certain people I really have no problem talking to, usually people that are kind of like me. I get really nervous when I talk to people, I sort of fumble around and sometimes stutter or blank out on my words. What can I do to overcome by shyness and social anxiety? Thanks for reading.
I'm An Outsider
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